so i finally got round to writing in my own journal...

i had some massive panic attack/breakdown today..over maths of all things
fucking C4..i started some paper to practice for the exam tomorrow and
couldn't do a single question so i just broke down and cried for an hour
and ended up throwing it all over the floor..childish maybe but it helped :P

on the upside all i've had to eat today is a handful of cereal - 170 cals
and a smoothie i made myself with strawberries and banana - 100 cals
only have dinner left which i'll have to eat as little as possible of.

at least i don't have to do maths ever again after tomorrow!
then i can relax (not)..i have to read 50 pages of crap on some witches
and then another 50 odd on dyslexia for english exam on tuesday

and after thursday it's all over!!
thank fucking god!

rant over xx